醫生的記憶![](http://hkrainbow.com/link_bg/68i.jpg)
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如果有人對我說,你是醫生,你的記性,一定很好。我每次都有啞子吃黃蓮的感覺,甚至有點懊惱。不錯,這人總算能體會醫生要記住很多資料,但是,我不是一個好記性的人,不然,我不會讀得那麼辛苦,而我的回報還是那麼少。
記性,是很多醫學生第一個要克服的難題。而且,醫科的知識,只有下限,沒有上限。在這種情況下,人類的潛力能發揮到極限。因此,在當時的醫學生中,我就有幸看到不少高人,厚厚的一本解剖書,居然有人能背得朗朗上口。醫學生的臨床考試,有人在考試時所表露的知識淵博,令教授們以為在考一位專科醫生。有人更厲害,臨急抱佛腳,居然能考試過關,短短幾天的讀書成果,成績還算不賴;取勝之道,是他們記憶的速度。
如果有一種東西,我們的腦袋是最容易放棄的,你猜是甚麼?問得那麼明顯,當然是記性。我們的腦袋退化,會先退掉記憶庫的資料。無論是老人癡呆、中風、一氧化碳中毒...
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總之,一旦有甚麼破壞,我們先丟掉記憶。有人將我們的記憶比喻成硬碟,但我看來更像
RAM,隨機存取記憶體;電源一斷,記憶蕩然無存。
但是,醫生的思考和臨床分析,一定要有相當數量記憶了的資料,才能進行。但我們的記憶,卻無奈是如此單薄和脆弱。
我有一個噩夢,反覆出現過,凶惡而狠毒,像一個詛咒,我還記得醒來時那種窘迫;那就是,我的記憶在一剎那全沒了,一切,都要重新學過。(記憶‧四之二)
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I remember...
With you right by my side
The fun we had enjoy
For you to arrive
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We never forget
each other
Never saw you sad
The sharing was so grand
Not many gifts were given
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The joy of only two
Gave us so much happiness
Brought us closer too
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For me you always my buddy
I still can feel your voice
Smiling with so much love
This touch of joy expands
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For heaven has
an Angel
Who lives within my heart
Although you are not with me now
Our spirits never part
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And yes I shall remember
The treasures that you gave
Your heart and gentle spirit
Are memories I save
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Remembrance of the beauty
That always shall remain
Thoughts of love and happiness
The heart full of sweet
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Dreams of life
were shattered
But still I
feel you near
Within the joy
of peaceful
Our precious
memories are here.
Music
Of Background: Memory (鋼琴提琴的三重奏)
21 April, 2005 |